Fuck me, what a disastrous weekend.
Last weekend I was on the national 10 000m championships. My hope was to deal fine with the 25 laps around the track and get a time that would raise little bit my ego..but it all ended up when I stepped out of the track just after I passed the 6th km. Maybe I was just dizzy of so many laps and I made confusion between 15 and 25 or if I want to get closer to the truth I'd say I just don't have the wheels that I need to run it. I really tried to enter carefully and don't waste too much energy in the begin, and the plan was just going fine when I got 3'14 without getting harmed, but my head was just fighting against me and telling me to stop and go home, I could handle 6k with that little voice inside me but then it was just too difficult to stand. My week before that was just awful as I suffered headache, maybe caused by stress and not enough sleep, every single day and when I got to the day I wasn't on the mood to suffer.
Well what can I say? It wasn't just the result I wanted and my ego, again, suffers a cut. The fact is that we all have sometimes our down times and the capacity to raise up is requested all the time. For now I'm dealing again with some easy and quality training, I just don't see myself under any pressure again...for long time this season I was under many possibilities and dreams of great things, but I guess there is the day when you just wake up to reality right?
Orienteers,
LS
Last weekend I was on the national 10 000m championships. My hope was to deal fine with the 25 laps around the track and get a time that would raise little bit my ego..but it all ended up when I stepped out of the track just after I passed the 6th km. Maybe I was just dizzy of so many laps and I made confusion between 15 and 25 or if I want to get closer to the truth I'd say I just don't have the wheels that I need to run it. I really tried to enter carefully and don't waste too much energy in the begin, and the plan was just going fine when I got 3'14 without getting harmed, but my head was just fighting against me and telling me to stop and go home, I could handle 6k with that little voice inside me but then it was just too difficult to stand. My week before that was just awful as I suffered headache, maybe caused by stress and not enough sleep, every single day and when I got to the day I wasn't on the mood to suffer.
Well what can I say? It wasn't just the result I wanted and my ego, again, suffers a cut. The fact is that we all have sometimes our down times and the capacity to raise up is requested all the time. For now I'm dealing again with some easy and quality training, I just don't see myself under any pressure again...for long time this season I was under many possibilities and dreams of great things, but I guess there is the day when you just wake up to reality right?
Orienteers,
LS




